Philippines 2011

Went to Philippines to visit my sister. I would like to share my feelings but It was a long one and sorrow. I can't even express and convey everything I wanted to say. It's burried inside and if I dig, it give me tears, I feel depress, confuse, regret, dissapointed, angry.... I thought praying helping to fix the brokenness inside me but it gives me more and more.
I lost my sister 3 weeks after my visit. She died of ovarian cancer at the age of 49. I can see her effort, fighting her pain. She was like 'I'm going to survive' and of course we all have HOPE for this. Asking miracle.
When I came to see her in her room, I remember, I am well prepared to see her condition. I didn't speak much to her because I don't know what I am going say or ask although I have a lots in my mind. All I wanted then was, TO BE WITH HER!
But, she lost her battle and we lost her!
Now she sleeps for eternity, painless and surrounded with angels and saints.



Aiseel (our guide that day) and I in Baclaran

inside the Jeepney

outside the Daughters of St Paul Church, Pasay City

MOA - Mall of Asia

back to KK, I was so lucky I met my friend in the plane (Abbie) as she work as an air hostess and we experienced like 1st class hospitality in Air Asia ;) (first class service never happen in Air Asia unless you have good friend like mine)

here's photo of me 'now and then' with my other sister. Same place different time (1994 and 2011).